The Knife's Kiss (NGGYU)

I have never known the kiss like that of a knife
It is gonna take my pain and then take my life
I can't give the joy it gives me through writing down words
I know you don't understand how I love this curse
I soar up in my mind, the blade falls on my wrist
I can never give up the knife and its kiss
Knowing you're gonna try to stop me makes me cringe
We won't let you, on the Blade my body will binge
I know you long to share this glee
So bring down your Blade and set sorrow free
And you'll never see me again
The Blade's gonna help release my sorrow to the end
So you run to find me and remove it from my wrist
You search around for me but the blade and I already kissed
You hunt and search and chase
But I desert you, fleeing with my Blade
And still you look for me, I'm the monster you have made
And you'll never understand the bond this Blade and I share
But you're gonna try to separate us, an inseparable pair
I can't make you understand the bond that we call ours
When I cry Blade releases my pain with its incredible powers
I have never had a kiss quite so sweet as this
I am gonna cut until I go numb, 'till I've lost the ability to miss
And you say I don't need this Blade
I say goodbye, I'm the monster you have made
And you'll never see me again
I'm gonna force this Blade to release my pain until the end
I will tell you, give you fair warning about me and the knife
I'll leave a note and slip into the night
It's a lie though, I can't go through
Now it and I are stuck here, I'm not sure what to do
'Cause I'm hurt, and I can't take my own life
It's still you, though that forces my knife.

Now that you're thoroughly concerned for who I was three years ago
There's something about this dark poem you must know
The words of every line, specifically word three
Are the chorus of Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley
Not only have you heard the dark story I have told
You've also been quite awesomely Rick Rolled 8D

NGGYU = Never Gonna Give You Up